Depression

This job hunting is leaving me seriously depressed.......I am starting to lose faith in my abilities, it really is soul destroying to keep sending out your CV and never get any replies...I wonder what the problem is, I think I would be an asset to any company, I'm hardworking, loyal and really very qualified in my line of work...I have oodles of experience, so what's the friggin' problem.....Aaahhh, I know......this is South Africa, if you're WHITE you don't stand a chance....thing is, I thought this BEE thing included women? Come on people, I'm a single mother battling to keep her wits together, there must be someone out there that needs a hardworking , loyal credit controller? I really don't want to lose my children and my home 'cause no-one wants to give me a chance. See ya, maybe next time I'll have better news!!!!!