Stress and Disillusionment

I know it's not good to stress so much, but this waiting for a job story is really getting me down, I am soooooooooo disillusioned with all these employment agencies that really make it sound as though you are the one that's going to get that perfect (at least you think so) position. Why don't they EVER come back to you. I tell you, no wonder our black brothers are going around ridding this country of the "illegal immigrants" that flock here looking for work!!!! Solution - send them all back across the border ( well at least that seems like the solution) unfortunately it's not as easy as it seems, the faster you send them back the faster they cross back over the border, the reason being it's just as shitty for them there as what it is for us here!!!! Oh well, at least I get to watch something interesting on the TV now in the evenings, seeing as everything else is a load of crap.
I'm still worrying about the job hunting though, I've got mouths to feed and nothing is cheap anymore - I mean come on, a loaf of OK baked brown bread has risen from R5 something to R7.39 in the space of a friggin' week - I can't help thinking.........isn't that one of the issues that started the crisis in Zimbabwe and sent them all flocking over the border.......it's like a never ending circle........soon they won't be able to get bread here either!!!!! It's not as bad as Zim here yet, and I pray every day that it will get better, I for one would hate to leave the place of my birth, although I have family members who are already thinking of doing so.